I first want to say that I am in awe, at the outpouring of love and support that Luke and I are getting from all of our friends and family. Both near and far, old and new. When we started down this road, I never imagined that we would have so many people praying and pulling for us and I am touched, just simply touched. Thank you to all of you out there praying and rooting for us. We love and greatly appreciate you all, and I thank God for each of you every single day.
Today we found out that after our 2 embryo transfer that we are not pregnant. I am devastated, completely devastated, but have to move on. As far as I know, all is not lost. We will go in to talk to the doctor in about 3 weeks. This will give him time to reevaluate my records look at this round of IVF and see what he believes to be going on. However, it is becoming clear to him that there is a problem with my eggs. At my age, and the way I responded to the medicine we should have gotten many more mature eggs, and many more that should have fertilized. So what's going on? Hopefully we will find out when we go in for our post IVF appointment. Fortunately we paid for 2 fresh and 2 frozen cycles of IVF. Unfortunately we did not get any to freeze this round. Here's praying to lots of good eggs the next round and we get many to fertilize, to transfer, and to freeze. The only problem with this is we still have to pay for the medicine each time, which cost anywhere from $3,000-$6,000.
I know God has a plan for us, and I will continue to keep my faith, but He is definitely not making this easy. I have to take peace in the fact that it is not our time and when our time does come it is going to be AWESOME.